By the Time I got to Bloomington after my crying fit then. I am so tired of crying all the time! >_<

So, things have been heading down hill for me at an astonishing rate! I am actually amazed how down I feel right now. I am so tired of being a fighter, I really am. I am tired of dragging myself back up after being knocked down. I am working hard to stay positive and to try and work my way out of this situation but I am having such a hard time. I feel terrible because I am going to be heading out of town to stay with my friend for a week and I worry I am going to be the worst guest ever. I am so worried I am not going to be able to get over my problems. I am normally able to push my bad times aside when I am with him so I hope that I am able to do it this week to. I have been doing a lot but I am sure I am not in the state of mind to be able to remember all that I have done and I know I wont be working on anything on any list during the next week.

What I Have Accomplished:

                        - Chatted with my friend

                        - Drove to Bloomington

                        - Set up the new speaker bar

                        - Visited with Chris at work for a bit

                        - Drove to the Burbs

                        --Had Fun and Relaxed for a few days

                        - Did the laundry

                        - Brought up Holiday Decorations

                        - Made Indiegogo campaign to raise money for residency program for grad school

                        - Shot video for campaign

                        - Played Dance Central

                        - Watched a few shows

                        - Bought Crickets

                        - Got Gas for Fish while I am gone

                        - Took photos of items for sale

                        - Posted photos to FB

                        - Cleaned the car

                        - Packed for trip           

What I Hope To Accomplish Today:

(Move Overs From Yesterday :)

                        -Translate Japanese Letter **

                        -Search for jobs **                    

**Long Term Goals

New For Tonight/Tomorrow morning/the Next Few Days

                        - Fix computer issues   

                        - Help My friend move

                        - Help my friend set up his new apartment

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                        - Decorate for the holidays

                        - Push the campaign

                        - Figure out the Rent situation

                        - Take more photos of items to sell

                        - Post photos to FB

       

I apologize that this blog is not very happy or even very helpful for me to feel good about all I accomplish, but at least this blog will be posted.  Thank you again for reading my boring To Do List Blog!  ^_^

Love Always,

Jettychan

Break down of plans for tonight: Finish the trip preparations, Spend time with Fish, Figure out rent situation, Have some fun over the next few days